Purplish Feelings n MakeOver Within

2011-12-30T23:12:00.015+08:00

Life is so messed up...
The day finally came...
I feel so frustrated and sad and lonely and useless...
I wish I was more independent and brave...
If only so i could let her go easily...
But I only wanted to act cool...
Act like Im all fine and mighty...
Im okay without her...
But why is there tears...
Yes...
No matter how hard it was for me in the past...
I always have her by my side...
To cheer me up...
To comfort me...
For the very first time...
I had to lose her...
This time Im really really alone...
I cant open my heart to anyone...
Or tell anyone what happened...
Im easily hurt so I always fake the Okay smile...
How I wish...
Somebody would ask...
R you Okay?
Just one simple sentence...
It can touch me deeply...
Because I believe no one would take me seriously...
No one would ever notice the slight difference in me...
Is it Okay to be alone?
Is it Okay to be lonely?
So in the end...
Im still alone...

2011-10-16T22:11:00.010+08:00

Uploading some photos...

Korea

2011-10-16T17:51:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggy, Im finally back from my China trip and it felt awesome. 1st, GD is NOT coming back =..= @#%@# den I found out he got into some trouble with marijuana =.= #%@... but tat will not change anything. Hehe! China has got a shopping website call taobao and I bought a lot of things this time round when i went back to china. First my mum did 4 operations so nw shes resting at home. Then we also went to watch... whats that called in english? =.....- omg fail much but in chinese its 潮水 and its amazing... uploading photos in my nxt post kay. i oso went to korea. I reali had a bad bad luck! I went to korea for 5 days and the first day i basically did nothing! Just... got off the plain and went to hotel.Den the nxt day, I caught a fever. sigh. it lasted for about 3 days when the last day we gotta go back. so u can as well say tat i carry a fever with me when i visit all the places in Korea. Korea trip really disappointed me a lot. Coz, ya know, I tot I got to see all the nice tall buildings shown in the drama and a lot of stars. But its like we onli gt to visit Dong Da Men and Ming Dong. The rest of the places i visit were like mountains, hills, sea, lake, river, huts & etc. WAD THE HECK? noooooo. I rather go on some idol chasing trip to see the shops, streets and all the drama filming places. Ah, well, I got to see a GD poster outside a shop in Ming Dong so its not that bad after all. I also found that a lot of idol stuff can be found around the streets. They sell stuff like socks, spec casing, notebooks, pens, calender & almost anything u can think of. When we went to jaejoong island... rite, sry bout that its jeju island :P we took bus for like 45mins just to see a small tiny museum filled with bears =.= WTHeck. I also saw many girls on the street with a super straight n upright nose. haha. Even a pair of girls from my tour escaped and went to get plastic surgery, and they got back with a really nice face. (laugh). I finally bought OP up to book 50! yay. OP u go man! I have also finally finally punched earholes. x) BUT the stopper? behind the earring got into my ear and i suffocated. I didnt even notice when it went inside. bleh. Now im scared of the stopper so i changed a pair of earring. Now, TOMORROW SCHOOL REOPEN AHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!

2011-09-05T14:19:00.002+08:00

;) YO. im lost for 2 months now hehe and now i will be going back to china to enjoy my holiday. Ah~ let me tell u a great news. IM GOING TO KOREA! WOOHOO. for the first time in my life!! and this morning, i just heard another even more awesome news. its like i won the lottery! GD is coming back in my bday october month? omgomgomg. im in heaven!! i dun care wad girl group he will be going against coz my eyes only have him. im such a GD biased now my class all knows that im a VIP. ok back to the original topic, im going back china tomorrow! with no hw ;] or at least only a few. tats great! i finally decided to get ear holes. coz im getting earings tat my baby have. weeeeee i cant wait to get back and order alot alot of stuff online. im getting a dr dre headphone as well. weeeeee. and heartbreaker album!!!! omgomgomg. i cant find it anywhere. im so glad online has it ;] ah i dun miss sg at all. i wan to eat all the goodies n go shopping n rest in my awesome house with no one to disturb me. i will be cut off from the rest of the world without internet x] life is awesome with holidays~

2011-07-16T12:26:00.008+08:00

I HATE OVER EXPLOSURE OF MY PHONE CAMERA!!! yo. I went for Korean Music Wave Concert yesterday night and had an AWESOME time! xD It was my first concert and the ticket was hella expensive. But it was all worth it! I got to see my BigBang live for the first time!! ok it went like this. My ticket is the $198 seat. The stage appeared to be small in my phone but actually its quite big and I can see the people quite clear. There are 10 groups performing and I went for Ft island, Miss A, 2NE1 and BB. I went at 5 after i finish my class. WTH the crown lightsticks are sold OUT!!! I felt SO SO SO depressed. Throughout the concert i had nothing to wave. Tat sux. I SHOULD HAVE SKIP MY CLASS! I went with my friend Soo Jin. She is the really low type that doesnt shout or jump. It was stated that we cannot bring DSLR but i saw a few people with cameras and digital ones. i should have sneak one inside! My phone camera suxxxxx. First is Ft Island. I gotta hear Hello Hello, I hope, Love Love Love. They were all my favourite songs of FTI!!! omg im in heaven. Hongki's voice is amazinggggggg. Its so so so powerful just like the recording. xD Miss A Min and Ukiss Kelvin is hosting btw. They speak good english. Then is was all the rookies. Lets skip this part coz i gotta rest my voice after shouting for FTI. However, the girl behind me is CRAZY. She scream until my ears were half deaf. And she knew all the rookies and their songs. Like WOW. Then it was Miss A's turn. they sang Breathe, a song i dunno name, bad girl good girl. i loveeee it. They got such nice voice. (Not mentioning they r sexy hehe) After Miss A is Ukiss. Im not their fan but my friend likes them. Then comes 2NE1. Holy. Suddenly the whole hall is filled with VIP and yellow lightsticks like all of the people come for YG concert. haha. 2NE1 sang fire, Lonely, I dont care and I am the Best. They are SO SO SO COOL!! The whole concert went crazy. I am so happy I can hear their lastest song I am the Best. Swag. Then the highlight of the day is BIGBANG! OF COZ! COOL! AWESOME! (ok i gotta calm down). They sang a total of 10 songs!!! OMG. I tot they wont be performing their group songs since Daesung was not there but they performed Tonight, Love song and encore Hands Up. Seungri performed Strong Baby and What Can I Do. Taeyang performed Where you at and Ill be There. GD and Top performed HIGH HIGH, OH YEAH and Knock Out. Lets me just say something here. I GOT TO SEE MY SUPER ULTIMATE BIAS GDRAGON FOR REAL!! wth i died so many times. He playing guitar and smashing it I died. He talking I died. He raps and sings I died. Gosh. I scream my entire life out yesterday night. He looks SO CUTE AND HOT in REAL! So much hotter than on screen. GAWD. aweeeee. mannnn. I have no regrets! ( Well onli one. I WAN BB CROWN LIGHTSTICK!) I keep on screaming n screaming that I didnt even look at them properly. But GD is wearing stylish as usual. At the end of the concert I lost my voice and hearing. lol. My eyes were also blinded by the lightings and their hotness. BB totally killed all the VIPS there. I am in heaven. Ah. I will love GD for a long long long long long time. I promise. Its almost 1 year since I felt in love with him. Hehe. This is my first concert and it will not be my last. Im going to BB concert again. Somehow, someday. Even though i cannot go Korea for their Big Show, I will somehow try to!! ehehehehehe.

2011-06-24T18:37:00.001+08:00

Went to my first BBQ. it was great fun and i learned alot of new things. This is a truly great experience and i enjoyed the time spent with my classmates. I didnt feel sad or lonely at all :)

2011-05-07T20:41:00.002+08:00

yea its another one month. facebook is realli taking away all my thoughts on blog. the reason that i decided to post again today is because today is a special day for me. MY FIRST CONCERT TICKET!! yes ive never went to a concert before. so today im buying a concert ticket for the first time in my 18 years of life and im happy. its the korea music wave concert and YG is headlining it with BIGBANG and 2ne1 :) im so excited for this concert which is on the 15 of july. there r 8 other groups coming as well, including ft island n miss A. i alwaes wanted to hear hongki singing life coz i know he gt a powerful voice. lucky korean fans. :) yay im so happy. today i bought bigbang's special edition album too! $49.90 its so expensive. and i bought a bigbang cup too! ahahaha ive reali gone crazy for bigbang now. ive never spend so much for an idol b4. i guess tats coz theres my GD in it. poly now busy as hell. the maya is killing me. i wan holiday now :(

2011-03-19T17:37:00.002+08:00

BLOGGGGG!! ack. so sry so long never post :X thats bcoz my life is the same everyday n boring as hell. its definitely better den Os period and i definitely wont regret about choosing Poly instead of JC. BUT! i cnt believe thats so many procedures to do... like go for full body check up, mail them documents and go to bank etc etc. and after the deadline of submitting the papers, i realised i havent create an web portal account yet x.x

Recently Japan encounter an earthquake accompanied by tsunami, volcano eruption, snowing, fire and nuclear explosion. I think that they only lack tycoon now. I feel really sry for them and hope that they can recover soon. Bcoz i love Japan very much and i have never been there. Fortunately most of the manga artists are fine like oda. Still, many people died :( R.I.P

Woo bigbang is back in korea with their 4th mini album!! XD im so excited for their full album at the later part of this year now. hahahaha. Reali hope they can go on to more variety shows :) n recently i fell in love with mblaq as well. muahaha. fighting!

2011-01-14T17:17:00.002+08:00

I have gotten back my results and the past 1 week is killing me. First, there was excitement because i score better than i thought. 12 points for R5, 9 points for R4 both raw and A2 for cca. i tot i will score like 14-15points. I decided to go for poly because i dun like JC. however, with 7 points after deduction, i can go to all courses in any poly. At first my mum and I decided on dental in nyp but later on changed to pharmacy in np den changed to architecture in sp. After much discussions with my aunt, my mum changed her mind again to go for digital animation in sp and this is my final choice. I was happy about the fact that i got to do something interesting because i alwaes loved to draw. however, i m oso worried whether i will be able to earn a lot of money from it. Finally i think i will go for another degree to ensure my place in the future. i love to study. however, i hate anything that has got to do with math, which puts me in a critical position. Man, i wish i could travel into the future and let me know how i will do in this setter. i wish that everything will be alright. i kinda envy my fren who has no second thought on wad she wanted to do and not ambitious. i cant believe that i have avoided the path of art since the very beginning and now im considering it as a career option. hmm... guess i belong to the family of arts, no doubt.

2010-12-30T15:50:00.002+08:00

I was really lucky to have witnessed snowing before i came back.

The camera wasnt very nice to me. The picture appear to be very bright and can barely see the lines. The original picture suppose to be darker.

I had a great time in China. There was no hw to do and I can play all I want! ... Not with compter, which is the onli thing i missed in Sg. I realised how additive I was to computer adter 3 weeks without seeing and feeling it. Alright, so this time i bought One Piece to book 20 and I've also bought a lot of movies that I missed watching in Sg. In my free time, I continue to polish my skill as a fake manga artist by buying books and practise. Even though people say that manga is the simplified version of human, those protraits blablabla, i couldnt agree so. The body actions, facial expression and all that is requires very detailed protraying. Anyway, this is only my opinion. I was really glad that it snow-ed just a few days before my departure. It was snowing very heavily on that day and I ven made a little snowman. Its been like 10 years since I last saw snow and I wonder when will I able to see it again?

2010-11-14T18:51:00.002+08:00

YES! O lvl is FINISHED!!! wahahaha now im playing 3 new DS games +..+ this holiday is the best! no school waiting for me to go back! furthermore, im going back to china this thursday! yahoo! its gonna be chilly cold there... but i have bought lots of winter clothes! Today is the day! i cut my hair short and its pretty nice. ^^ my mum is great! hehehe... im oso gonna punch my ear bcoz earring will suit my short hair. ah, im feeling very happy now. i guess i cant ask for more, except tt i hope china will have a computer for mi... now i can either go online via pub or sth... so i guess i will miss FB. haha and of coz my idol web. rite. gonna pack my luggage now. see ya bloggy, in january

2010-10-29T16:29:00.002+08:00

LOL since when did i become so vulgar? lets see... how many words flashed across my mind when im stuck on the a maths paper today? hmm... i lost count. well, it cant be helped. Im having Os currently and i just finished my eng, e maths and a maths and chem paper. when it comes to a maths, im really hopeless. actually i know all the concepts inside out. but then, i hate maths to the extend that i dun even want to touch it. so the cycle continues- you hate maths, u dun do it. you dun do it, u score badly for it. you score badly for it, u dun even bother to look at it. hence, im constantly getting F9 and its gonna be something to celebrate if i can get a B this time round but miracle dun happen when u want it to or else it wont be called miracle. hence, im predicting to get a D7 or C6 tis time. =.= well, whatever. im going poly for sure now, since my a maths just decided it for me. Good Luck to me for the rest of the Os and 2 more week im free!!!

2010-10-23T09:50:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to ME!! :D haha im half adult alr... man =.=

2010-10-22T11:16:00.003+08:00

well, yesterday i just had my O lvl practical exam. even though i dun feel nervous, somehow, my body dun feel well all of a sudden. i guess thats wad 'nervous' feels like. physic practical is about measuring the time for the water to run out of a burette. it was tough for me as i alwaes didnt get the time rite and had to repeat several times which cost me my marks as i didnt manage to do one question T...T oh well, overall was ok and chem... never done something like that, which must write so mani conclusions in one go. However, it wasnt that tough and i just hope i will do good this time. Rite. Moving on, next week is a whole week of Os until november. Add oil!

2010-10-08T22:06:00.003+08:00

Its difficult to find a word to describe LIFE, after all, its like a wild beast that cannot be controlled. Some people get satisfied when they met their other half, and wouldnt even regret if they were to die for their loved ones. Then another type of person, living on other's expectations and follow their own principals to do the absolutely-right things. Thats like a few of my friends. Its so good to see that they are all naive and young, to the fact where i cannot imagine what life will be like for them when they are at their thirties, when it is the beginning of trouble for most. Recently, i became the love adviser for my tuition teacher which i find it funny coz i only dated once in my life and yet i know so much of how she feels. Tnx to all the drama shyt. Why isnt my class bonded what is shown in the dramas? I really want to have a happy time in my school. Either that I am too matured to be playing with people younger than me or its my class problem. I guess is both. Anyway, one more month and O lvl is finished. I cant believe how fast time flies. I can still remember vivdly during the times in my primary school and these ten years seemed so short, yet so long to me. I rarely shed tears but I am touched to say that I have finally finished ten years of schooling. So, back to LIFE, my journey is just beginning.

I have created my own slogan/phrase/motto - whatever you call them, to describe LIFE.
Always have a child's heart;
Smile Day by Day;
Enjoy Life;
Live in Moderation;
Do Your Best;
Stay true to yourself♥

There is actually deep meanings behind Always have a child's heart, smile day by day and live in moderation. They can come in a lot of meanings but to me, always have a child's heart simply means that no matter how old you grow, dont lose ur smile/happiness/playfulness/curiosity/purity. After all, life gets more and more difficult but with a child's heart, you can always stay as an optimist person. And SDD is that smile dun just appear on ur face. How can you smile when you just broke with ur stead? Nah, it comes progressively but no matter wad, its important for you to smile and welcome luck. OK im tired. i dun wanna type anymore. Bleh. Go figure the live in moderation by urself.

2010-09-16T16:24:00.002+08:00

Dear bloggy, im fine recently, just a little bit tired from prelim. yes im having prelim now and its really tiring since im alwaes doing last minute study. O lvl is so near now... about 1month+ and i still feel like there s a lot more time left. im screwed =.= There is still 2 more days left before prelim ends.

Lets do a little interview here:
Bloggy: So, how do you feel about ur prelim so far?
Me: Er... besides A maths which is a sure-kill, i think im still on the average B4-A2 range. Thats why i needa focus on A maths on my remaining days T.T ( argh i hate math )
Bloggy: Haha, dun say that... Well, then where are you planning to go after u graduate?
Me: Oh, i still havent think about it yet. Base on results i think... so probably poly. Though i dun realli know wad course i wan and i hate the fact that its 3 years unlike JC. However, i do not think i can cope well in JC. So im still thinking about it...
Bloggy: Ok, moving on, what do u plan to do during the holidays? Eat and Sleep?
Me: Haha! Thats the best ( laugh ) but i plan to go back china and get a little make over. My skol days in Sg already bore me since its been 10 years and during these years, i did my duty as a student, study study study and also did my duty as a child. Play, play, play. Now im alr 17 and i guess i have to move on to my teenage years. Hmm... im into fashion so i guess i will stock up in china during the winters and reali forget about ever coming to sg. I dunno whether my mum will let mi dye my hair but i guess i will probably try that since i've never dye my hair b4... xP cut my hair and just be myself. I dun care if i will ever get a date for being like this but at least i want to try that now. You know, stay happy everyday is my slogan. ( grin )
Bloggy: Thnx for ur time today and plz go revise now.

xD A new way of blogging! woots.
Alright, now talk about my entertainments. A few weeks ago, i fell in love with the character 'bidam' of a korea drama. Den my happiness was taken away by the fact that the actor had to go to army. Just when i do not know wad to do, g-dragon came into my view xD haha. Actually i first know about him from audition which gt heartbreaker this song and i love it! So i went to watch the MV and i think its the coolest MV i've ever seen but i didnt pay him much attention until recently i went to watch his MV again den fell for his blonde looks. After a thorough search, I found that he is the leader of bigbang. Wow. He is so different from his darker hair. I mean he is so cool in his blonde looks and so cute when he smile in BB. i guess they will be my favourite group now since i dun have any that i particularly like.

2010-08-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

YIPPPEEEEEEEE HORRAAYYYYY!!! xD I gt an A1 for chinese o lvl!! whoa this is awesome. ive gt one point secure =) and i dun have to retake it! The best thing is its A1 and not A2 or B3 ^^ so nxt time i will be a good tuition teacher. muahaha. alright. 6 more subjects to focus on! then i can fly back to china! xD and ive alr booked the air tickets. haha im not coming back!! or at least not until christmas. sweet.

2010-08-17T16:26:00.002+08:00

Alright. im going to record this moment down so i wont feel very bitter when i get back my o lvl results. Today is my Eng oral and i was SUPER nervous about it. The day before, i rattled to myself almost the whole day. And last night, i could not sleep well. im just so stressed out by eng o lvl oral :( but now, its over!! haha.. =.= but i didnt do very well as there are a lot of 'erm' and i did not really care about my tense as i juz say whatever that comes to my mind. Well, so HY in the future, plz be aware that i didnt feel great about my oral so plz dun have high expectations when u r taking ur results. :)

2010-08-04T21:49:00.003+08:00

Seriously. Most of the people on earth have problems with their temper. Why cant they reflect wad they did before starting to scold people? its onli when they scold finish and feel a little better den they start to think that maybe they were at fault too. Everytime somethings goes wrong, its definitely not their fault. Blame blame blame. Thats all they do. Ive got a bunch of friends who would only comment on other people's mistakes, for e.g, "hey you know girl x is so bitchy she grossips about y and z! she did w things and talks V. " Hello? they failed to notice that at that moment, they were grossiping about girl x too! Im just taking my friends for an example but im not refering to them. I gt scolded by lady62 for nothing! she alwaes like to push the blame to me when something goes wrong like the computer goes haywire or wad. Was it my fault that it cannot function? Everything has their limits and nothing can be used forever! Everything was per normal and suddenly it juz broke down and was it my fault that the PC fan gt stuck and cannot move? Shyt, in conclusion, lets juz make it short by saying that everybody is different and nobody can understand one another. All the 知己craps are rubbish.

2010-07-17T11:04:00.003+08:00

Skool is getting tougher and there are hw or tests almost every single day! zzz. Now im super lacking in sleep and now theres another thing that worries me. Every time its SS, i fell asleep. =.= Wadssmore, O lvl is just 4 mths away!!! I feel like I have no problem failing it. smart n nice.

Today is Geo remedial T.T ( poor mi sat still have to go to school ) Saw JunPeng and Bryan at the same bus stop :o super surprised as ive never seen them before. Anyway, a lot of weird things have been happening recently, esp encountering strangers!!! Shytt a few days ago, I met a guy while returning home and he said Hi to me ._. when i look back, i saw no one so i think he was talking to me. SO WEIRD! I m so embarrassed and dunno wad to do so in the end i said hi back to him and fled =.=" Now, this is an advise for you people out there. Please do not anyhow greet a stranger friendly coz they will not know wad to do- whether you r toking to them or wad. And probably they juz froze on the spot or smile back which is not warming at all. They will be caught in a dilemma and is super embarrassing. Today, it happened again. A pretty girl WAVED and SMILED and SAY HI to me while I was on my way back from skol. I didn't even bother to look back this time and stood frozen to the spot. Shyt, wad m i supposed to do? Did she know me? Have I met her somewhere? Is she a ghost? All the questions flashed before my eyes and in conclusion, I dunno her. Then she looked embarrassed and walk away. Somehow, my heart feels lighter and smiled to myself. Argh! M I turning into homo? ~.~

2010-07-02T17:35:00.002+08:00

"我在這個世界拼命些什麼

累死我

我有雙不聽任何命令的耳朵

去享受快樂加上自由的我

我要變成一顆透明的石頭

我不會動也不會痛"

Today is chinese O lvl oral.

Teacher asked mi wad i was toking about behind.

and shyt. i tot they meant the waiting row and i said that we were discussing oral.

She accused mi of cheating and den i realise she meant the 2 seats. Haix.

It was only a "Hey! Good Luck!"

Man, life isnt as simple as i thought but i hope that they wont minus impression marks.

Reading was almost perfect^^

And den came the conversation.

First Qn den i veer off topic.

Second Qn not bad.

Third Qn Ok.

Den i was allowed to leave.

Maybe they were impatient bcoz im the last few.

But then, I still gt LC left and result is not out yet.

*screams* A1!!!!!

2010-06-14T11:54:00.002+08:00

World cup is here!!! xD hoho even though i cant watch, (starhub need pay $70?!!) oh well anyway, i gt the results from the web and it never fail to amaze mi like how south korea won against greece and england got 1-1 with america. World cup kinda reminds me of Eyeshield 21, the training that they went through and the strong determination of getting into the christmas bowl. I can kinda feel wad the soccer players are thinking about. Too bad i have O's this year. Its not really a big deal if u look back some years later but right now, it seems like everything to me. Yesterday, I went to chinatown there to have the mole remove from my hand. The person who removes it used something like a driller?! and burnt the skin away to reveal the mole. Then she took out the black stuff and pour some powder. Its quite painful and now the back of my hand gt a hole =.= i hope it will heal soon.

2010-06-12T12:18:00.001+08:00

Holiday!! Or-not. piles and piles of hw @.@ man, this holiday is the worst ever!!

2010-06-01T13:56:00.000+08:00

Yo! Ytd i had my O lvl chinese and it was like a dream xD HAHA but its over!! A1 AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2010-05-19T22:26:00.003+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEE. MYE is over a week ago~! HEHEHE how we can have BIG fun and play all we want~or not. haix. O lvl chinese is round the corner :( sadddd. it happened so fast that im totally unprepared. i mean i was engrossed in preparing for my MYE that i failed to take note that O lvl chinese is more important =.= i MUST score A1 for that. sigh. btw, my MYE come out alr. It was a total suxy thing. =.= it sux BIG times too. I scored 3 distinctions--> maths, sci and chinese, and top chinese and letter writing( thats wad i heard) which was pretty good. BUT!!!! I failed the rest 4 subjects =.= combine human, pure geo, a maths, eng. zzz. ENG!!! shitty. im a total failure. never have i failed so many subs in my life before. -.- i break my own record. zzz. wonder wad my mum's gonna say after she finds out?! ( shivers) anyway, no time to think about that now. Nxt wed im going back china! gotta pack up! xD

2010-05-07T16:21:00.002+08:00

WOO. After 2 weeks of exam, still one week left to go! xD so far i've screwed my eng, geo and a maths. which is pretty bad =.= i can only sleep for 5 hrs studying all the subjects. My brain is going crazy now. I can ans any questions if u ask me about e maths or SS or history or geo or format or formula. So why i screw up? -.- well, the questions evolved but the ans is still the same. so when i dun understand the qn, im do du do don DOOM. just dance. anyway, only sci, a maths paper 2 and LC left hehehe. den HOLIDAY and fly back to china!!...for 2 days -_- and O lvl chinese. WTH? im really doom if i didnt get A1 for O lvl chinese coz i dun think i can score well for others. OH man...all the if if if! when can i play all i wan, find a happy job and start earning money? ok actually im not looking forward to that. i just wan my o lvl to finish faster.

2010-04-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

well, yea. I almost took it for granted. Six years of isolation already taught me that. Im pretty stupid anyway, trying a craft out a perfect friend that will care for you and knows what you want at all times. Life is not that simple and friends can be a jerk at times too. Thats what makes up real friendship i guess. Tears, Joy, Laughters, Anger and all that. Maybe I wasnt use to have friends. Maybe I wasnt prepared yet. Im so scared that I will lose them but still, it was nothing like what i've been through. One of the friends got angry with me. So I will just think that- well, its fine with me. I wasnt suppose to have friends anyway. So i will never go into the road to ask them for forgiveness. Seriously after 6 years, I prayed so hard to leave that nightmare and I finally got friends in secondary school. Thinking back now, all the efforts I put into making friends. Being silly and acted crazy and made a fool out of myself just to make them like me, or at least willing to smile at me. Today D said to me that she found me really crazy and funny at times I really dunno whether to laugh or to cry. Laugh- I succeeded in making friends. Cry- Thats not what I want to be or thats not really me.

On the positive side, you will grow after you went through some hardships. Ive been able to make friends was all thanks to the past me that dunno how to make friends. I also must thank MH for writing out an essay just to tell me not to be so negative about all the relationship stuff. Yea Im kinda jealous of her 6 wonderful frenz though. Anyway, having many friends dun suit mi anyway. I love being alone. So having a bunch of friends will satisfied me enough. I can handle things on my own. CY once told me that Im so isolated. But she didnt look at my past and what contributes to already-tensed silence. Haha but dun think im really that quiet because I can drive people crazy too! (wink~)

2010-04-21T21:39:00.003+08:00

ok i admit that my posts have been a little violent lately. I wasnt getting a good mood. Everything starts to screw up one by one. MYE is coming and there are still so mani test and hw that i just cant find enough time to study. I find that I m a total failure. :( i promised to study hard for O lvl but when skol starts, all the tests and hw made mi loss my spirit. Gawr.

I have been losing faith in my frenz. I feel really really disappointed. I have alwaes been trying to make them happy or cheer them up whenever something bad happened. I oso learnt not to criticise them about their appearance or behaviour. I will never tell ppl that they r ugly or they have body odour or about their own faults. However, somehow, my kindness was not appreciated. For instance, when i companied a gal to toilet or canteen or library many times, she wont even company mi to get a drink for once juz bcoz she is tired. Fine. I can understand that. How about the other gal, once she have her own fun and frenz or bf, she forgets all about mi and wouldnt even tok to mi properly on the phone coz she was having some really GOOD times watchin performance. But thats not all i m upset with. For almost everyone i know, i can give examples of mistakes that they r unaware of. I really wonders how some ppl can say bad things about that person in his or her face without feeling guilty. I feel pity for them. Probably i had been hurt before and i know the feeling of it. I m so useless. Is endure all there is left between mi and my frenz? Endure, Silence, Ignorance. How pity of them. Nobody can truely amuse mi beside some ppl i reali like. I like them not bcoz they r pretty or kind or nice and fun. I like them bcoz they repect themselves, respect others and holds great moral values in them. U would probably think that these kind of ppl r pretty boring. That is bcoz u r thinking of our teachers rite now. No, u will actually be surprised that there r some ppl out there who r Fun, Pretty, Kind, Nice and at the same time, Holds great moral values. My classmates told mi that they r not close with each other. Yes. Thats wad i feel too. We r not as close as sec 1 or 2 class. Why? I dunno. But thats probably for the best- no sadness, no tears, no joy after u gradulate. feeling nothing, left nothing and easier to forget. ( Alright damn im sounding pretty negative in this post AGAIN!)

2010-04-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

Today is a fucking bad day. I had 3 tests in the morning, SS was postponed, Amaths was ok and totally screwed up chem. That didnt make my day so bad. After i went home, I fell asleep until 5.30. den i realise im going to be late if i dun hurry up. Bad weather. Damn. It rained so heavily that I cant even see my neighbouring flats. So im stucked in my house and when it finally lessen, i ran out of my house to the bus stop. Wth. I just missed my bus! Roar. That makes my day. I think im late for 15 mins and Ms Ang told mi she alr put mi out of the name list. Meaning, I cant receive my money anymore and NOMORE! wad the fuck? I dun wan to blame anyone coz im reasonable. BUT! WHY NO MORE?! even if im late, the skol should at least give mi later or sth. They juz take away the money like tt?! Stingy ****ing hell. This skol sux to the core and I alr wasted my time doing rehearsal and coming to speech day but thats wad i get in the end? NOTHING!! Fuck. and im alr good enuff to smile thru the whole speech that was boring like hell and pay attention. However, i didnt focus on the prize giving part. That breaks my heart.

Chen Yan got a note telling her to sut up by some unknown gals that look alian. They r realli annoying. Who the fuck do they think they r? Final words: I wasted my time today. My precious O lvl time. zzz. And the worst part. I didnt managed to eat my dinner coz its so fucking hell late now.

2010-04-05T19:00:00.003+08:00

Happy april fool and easter! :D long time no post. im on facebook all the time ever since i discovered it. HAHA . so anyway, tomorrow is NAFA! oh my gosh. then this friday is speech day and i went for the rehearsal today. it was tiring because you have to arrive in skol at 6 on friday and went for flag day on sat! den sun i got tuition again.zzz. exam timetable came and i havent really started on any of the subjects x.x" ok so i changed my keyboard and now it s got a wire which i find it better :D Im so tired now coz ytd i dreamed that i didnt sleep. =.= ok gotta rest for a while and its... history test tomorrow!! ARGH! Edit to my last post: My family managed to SOMEHOW get a 2 days trip back to china :D so now i can go back for 2 days before my O lvl chinese. zzz. 2 days. -.-

2010-03-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

Today is the worst day of the year. All my hopes were crushed a moment ago. I CANT GO BACK TO CHINA! This is driving me crazy. Depress cant be use to discribe my feelings right now. No, not sad... Not angry... Its even worse than frustrated... ARGH!!!!! I wanna bam my head on the wall... Things started like this:

Today, xu su told me that O lvl chinese exam falls on the end of May. I have actually planned and booked the tickets on the 27th of May, and my mum just comfirmed that we cant get rid of it and she does not want to change the date because of the extra charge.

Is it April Fool? No. Its March Fool. I had been tricked by my own stupidity. I forgot to look thru my GIRO payment paper and check the dates. I am the biggest fool and the worst loser. What the fuck are all these? I had planned happily and naively what I will do once I get back and all the stuff that I will buy and all the food that I will eat and all the presents that Im getting for my friends. So sweet, so memorable. Fuck. I cant go back. Its the best time of the year to stay in China and enjoy and relax. ARGH. I feel sorry for the ticket money and my mum, who is more desperate than I am. She is still able to get back but I cant and now shes trying to stay in Singapore for my sake. She got some MUST-DO things in China but shes giving it up for my sake. I hate this fucking chinese O lvl. It ruined my holiday, my best time of the year!

2010-03-17T19:12:00.002+08:00

Today went to vivo city and watch Alice in the Wonderland with soojin. its super nice and the red queen is still my favourite. plus one more.. the smiling cat! xD haaaa so cute!! den we went shopping and soojin cant decide on anything even when we go from vivo to tiong =.=" and... weee shes going out with her bf tmr! but shes the onli gal and theres 2 more boys. hehe i bet she wont tok agn xD tis week is march holiday but somehow, i dun feel lik holidaying... =.= gtg skol everyday. a~?

2010-03-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

My inner self has been bothering mi lately. i dunno whether im more of the girly side or the boyly side. im kinda different from the other gals who likes to put make up and dress up. im juz more of the jeans and jacket kind. well, i juz dun love wearing skirt unless its a dress and u have no choice. im still trying to figure it out. im oso going to cut a short by end of o lvl and once i decided, i will do it no matter how long it takes. im pretty looking forward to it too! and my frenz said that if u wan find a bf, u must dress more girly and gentle to guys so they will get attracted to you (?!? @$#@!) wadeva. im juz not that kind of girls. i can pretty cope on my own and single is the best. but mayb someday i really gonna meet my mr right, then thats another case. im having trouble with my display pic. =.= but im too lazy to change and ive got no other pics ever since my phone changed. so i will juz bear with it until my short hair is done! xD

2010-03-10T23:22:00.002+08:00

today sport s day! but damn it...raining =.= so we had to wait 2hrs for the rain to subside and play until 12 and it rained again. so we didnt even give out trophy or sing skol song. anyway, it was pretty boring and i regretted going. well but its experience. this is my last year and its pretty cool. :] my last sport s day!

2010-03-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

Today, im talking about gay topic. Shocking? Well Im really open and out so I didnt think that being gay is a big thing. Its so small that I didnt even think of it until I heard someone got murdered because of being gay?!! Thats so stupid. Whats wrong with the people in this world? Every little thing people did they got commended on. Critisized, i should say. We seriously should NOT judge others because we are not perfect too. So, wads wrong being gay? In fact, some gay people are happier than BG cpls! You can really see true love in them and not just play play or sex. I admit that if the whole world is going like this, we wont have our nxt generations! But why not juz let those gay ppl stay the way they are now? At least they are happy and thats wad matters most to mi in this whole world. Happiness.

2010-03-02T22:27:00.001+08:00

sick today =.= which happens onli once a year~ feels terrible in skol and when i came home, i got a fever. haha not going skol tomorrow~woots

2010-02-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

You guys may not believe it but this is my favourite character! She has got such a freaking style that Im sure even Lady GaGa will find it amusing :]

New Movie! Alice in Wonderland! Right. So before this, I was thinking of writing something really inspiring. Ha, and right after I switched on my computer, I've forgotten all about it. But it was like I only post once a week?! So I better think of something better. Right, how bout this: Recently, I learnt of Ellen, the most famous talk show host in America. She is really cool :] I loved all her gags and she's got short hair, boyish in fact, which I have always wanted :] It will be a cool experience. Actually you know what? I wanna experience as many exciting things in the world as possible! Even if I failed, that will still be counted as an experience. People nowadays are getting SO SO boring. ( Or maybe Im the one not serious enough. ) But I really hate these kind of people. They've got no sense of humor at all. When you joke with them about something, they will think WE are the weirdos.

Well anyway, the movie looks super cool and it's fantasy in a way I totally loved. AWSOME. I cant wait to watch the movie in 3D. Cheers.

2010-02-20T11:58:00.003+08:00

Ok. Thursday went to perform for LeeKuanYew and went home at 11+ and it begins like this...

I got to skip the last period and the second last period chinese was boring. Teacher never come again. =.= Seriously, he doesnt teach. So since it was free period, I slacked and 2.30pm den went to foyer. Haha i forgotten bus leaves at 2.30 and luckily its still thr. LOL. ( i dun think it will leave without everybody anyway) Sat with chicken soup on bus and I was damn high. But it only last a while coz its a short trip to queenstown CC carpark -.- After reaching, theres a retarded guy on the stage with the mike keep repeat testing 12 12 1234567810(skip the 9) and over n over again! Shyt, i feel like boxing him == den after his finally gone, another one took over!! gosh. When its finally our turn to perform, I messed up bcoz the stage is even smaller den our skol's. After tat we went to New Town Pri to change n make up. It was boring in there except for the cute tables and chairs. Beside these, I wasted 4 hours of my life doing nothing. For dinner, we went to eat buffet and i took alot of puddings. HEHE...and got a scolding =.= ok blablabla and when LKY finally came, he spoke a loooonnnnnnnnggggg speech ._. and we must perform right after he finish. so it was like- Waiting....Again. After perform, our principal was damn happy andlet us go to skol at 9am the nxt day! woots.

Friday we had a SS test. Half way thru, CY quarrel with teacher again. Damn loud this time. So the teacher pissed off and wrote essay on the class diary. CY even went counselling again. zzz. yay watching Percy Jackson later!

2010-02-16T19:40:00.002+08:00

Ok my frenz say that im grumbling a lot in my blog lately. So mayb i should post something better. Tmr skol day agn =.= and i still havent finish my hw and havent study my test ( ok that doesnt sound exciting) den how abt my holidays? On CNY, my TV spoiled and im late for my dinner and etc... it was quite bad. haha den we bought in a new TV and wasted the whole sunday tryin to make it work, which it didnt. wads more, theres no home-service on CNY so we gt frustrated and leave it-.- ( that sounds reali reali bad! wheres the exciting part?) ok moving on, ive forgotten all abt the working hard for o lvl part. once its holiday, i juz feel like sleep, play and sleep. =.- gosh. ok i gt some hongbaos for CNY $.$ quite alot but i didnt buy any new clothes. Im too lazy to shop xD so im thinking of going china to buy them. Roar. Despite all these, its chinese new year!! Wish everybody a Happy 虎 Year and a Happy Valentine! xD

2010-02-12T16:23:00.002+08:00

Today performed in school for CNY. Everybody was damn high and it was quite fun. Too bad i cnt watch. I have to stay behind and sweat T.T Wads more, the make up and hair mak mi very uncomfortable. Well, 2 more performance to go! When its our turn, everything turn out O-K. And the finale was stupid. Waving the fans and all. Then some of the girls complained bcoz when they throw the sweets to the ppl, they throw back at them. It was quite rude. Ok and at the back stage we saw alot of bees. Its crazy...and wonderful sight. By alot, I really mean ALOTTTTTT. Haha. Ok actually I wanted to put photos here but ever since I change my phone, I cant connect to computer. Weird. Woots tmr gt shows to watch le! xDD Somehow, I think I should juz scold her in her face. But, I think all the boys will help her? hahahaha... shes a bitch.

2010-02-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

默然回首，往事匆匆，竟全然不留痕迹。月下倩女，裙摆飞扬，芳香弥漫四方。舞瓣的光束里，却只见不堪的回忆。感叹：我之空手来，亦该之空手去。但不甘如此别，奇迹似未来？

-亦世界

Yesterday assembly, we had a talk on cyber crime. Meaning we cannot post anything bad about other people or they can charge us in court. Well, I dun think anyone can hack into my blog since I never put my name and only a few people know my link. Haha. A little privacy is good sometimes =] Sometimes, I really feel terrible in school but my Mum is a miracle. She can make my worst day beautiful. So I didnt feel too bad. However, Im having an urge to leave them as soon as possible. Luckily theres only a few months.. like 7? Well, I still thinking what I want to do after I graduate. I know my friends will go to different places and definitely JC for most. I didnt give up on the idea that I am creative. Matter on fashion, interior/exterior design, animation or etc. Today, CY and G they all commended on my shoes, saying that they wore that kind when they were in primary school and mine look no-style. They are all wearing shoe-lace shoes. Well, I cannot say I am not upset because I do feel that my shoes are not cool but i do not prefer theirs. I rather wear sport shoes. And yet I know the word FASHION, I do not meet its target and that makes mi very sad. Look at all those designers. They look so OMG. If they are compared to a beggar, I bet even beggar looks much better than them. However, when u take a look at their clothes, u will feel different immediately. So why is that they know the word FASHION, but are unable to put it to use on themselves first? I definitely cannot be one of those! Same as my skirt, I need money and time to put myself into a good shape. They need to erase the thoughts that students should be plain and ugly and... Like an ugly duckling, waiting to be turned into a swan. No. Anybody can be cool. Another few months, and I am out n OUT! Japanese first, and tour the world next! HAHAHAHAHAHA....ah sian. tmr gt dance agn. (CNY COMING!!)

2010-02-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

War broke out in class today. The potential war that s been held for a long time. Madm wong called ChenYan and asked for her parents number. She exploded, charged into the counsellor s room and demand a witness. Madm wong came shortly afterwards and the court has been set. Confrontation happened within minutes and she left, both unsatisfied. Then CY cried. I felt like comforting her but I knew she doesnt like me touching her. What could I do? Hand her tissues and stay on my best behaviour, then I thought of acting silly and make her laugh. Thats my best trick and even though I dun like it, it works, sadly. zzz. Heavy and confused, I left the school. 'I will never cry like this,' I thought. I admire her guts. Standing up to the teacher and telling the whole class she sux. Yea, maybe shes right. I dont understand her. Often, she would mention something small and expect mi to remember or know wad she meant. Soon, i grew tired and acted like 'Oh, ya okay.' Yea. i got that, which i dont. Then, sometimes, they would grossip about someone and I would stay out of the way. I wanna know wad s that about... very much. But I dont wan to butt in. Since they never tell mi, I would not ask. Even if i knew of the grossip, wad could that do with me? I havent posted for a long while as everyday is like war. Waking up at 6am everyday and slept at 11+ daily or worse, teachers expect mi to pay full attention in class and not doze off. Seriously, I dont even have the time for hw as I got so many test the following morning. Failed the test or get a scolding from not doing hw? Both are not desired. So tired, so tired. CCA somemore. CNY coming... apart from a break for a day, war continues. I have difficulties coping. Seriously, if others can make it, why cnt I? I sux. A distraction in war means defeat. I'm somewhere near there. Apart from all the critisizes I got in school, I felt angry and not respected. They just treat you like some kind of low personalities becoz im over stupid or friendly. Actually, i shouldnt post now. Its late and i've got to get some sleep and study for my test tomorrow. But if i dont, memories of to-day will fly away and dumped somewhere inside my head. Yay, its friday tomorrow, another CCA day. Sigh.

2010-01-22T17:54:00.002+08:00

Today is Fun. Because it is friday :D Starting with skol, the stupid 3A guy never return my grey file. zzz. ChenYan is attracting alot of attention in school. She walked out of madm wong's lesson and madm wong wants her to go for detention! LOL. Chinese dance is horrible! Not only i have to tie a bun, but oso ugly dresses that feels lik u juz gained a 30kg of weight!

Homeworks and tests are getting crazy lately. Everyday i slept at 11+ out chinese teacher told us, wad can u do when u cnt finish ur hw? ans: Sleep late. Thats a fact that surprisingly, i agree with.

Next, moving on to myself: I dun reali like to be very hyper in school because there r ppl i dislike. So i will look very sulky. I dun explain too. They can think wadeva they like bcoz they r not mi. i dun even give a damn of wad they think-
which leads mi to my next point:Every body sets their target, 7,8,9 points blablabla. mi? L1R5 14? Everybody is telling me to believe in myself that i can achieve a good point. But the fact is, even if u believe in urself, if u dun work hard, nothing is achieved. so wad they say r rubbish. CJC, ACJC, JJC, blablabla. all the good JCs and a few poly. Me? Nanyang academic. so special. Chen yan told me that i score well enough to go for a JC or poly. But i dun care. Why wad other ppl thinks have to do with me? Me is Me. i dun care wad they think. im happy, thats the most important thing on earth. How mani years can human live? man, u dun even know when u will die of accidents or diseases. so just enjoy ur life ok? Mayb Art industry cant earn much. But if i reali graduate from art skol, i may work as a waiter, a teacher, a writer. No body can predict the future. I may even work as a fashion designer and say hi one day to my fren who happened to come into my shop! den she or he will be impressed by my design n wearing that! Nobody knows wad will happen. Just drink ur cup of tea and everything s gonna b alright!

2010-01-16T15:31:00.002+08:00

Never come post for a long time. so im going to write abt the recent things that happened.
Chinese dance is performing soon. on chinese new year in my sec and some other places but dunno even by june my cca points can reach 25 anot. 2nd, teacher asked us set goals and aim for a JC or poly. but i really dunno which skol should i go. im reali confused and feels different from others because i put Nanyang acad of fine arts. i dun even know if i would reali end up in that school. yea, i love art. drawing has alwaes been my cup of tea and i love fashion n design. but i have no confidence. i dunno if i could realli succeed in that and i dunno if i would take that as my career, Even chen yan is aimin for JC. I know i will be great but i cnt see my future now.
I think i have no temper in front of others. if my fren is fierce, i would be a sheep that stays obedient. If my fren is soft, i would be a chatterbox and make them talk. sounds good rite? but its not like that at all. i wan to have fun with my frenz n i wan wad most frens do. but i cnt. coz i have no such fren. the most close to mi is probably soo jin. coz she will go out with mi. i know. if u think the other way, i shouldnt thought like that. i should juz succeed as a single. man, wads the problem with HY and frenz? she alwaes lose them when she juz made some. some realli have tight frenship with others while some have none. im not good at words and i can onli be frank with frank pepos. wads wrong with me? or wads wrong with them? i juz cnt get respected. too mani faces? i juz wan to have close frenz. well (pat pat) HY, true frenz r one in a million. but frenz are everywhere. its someone that cares and love u for who u r. I can be frenz with everybody, but not everybody can be my fren, because they do not think the way i do. i know wads the feeling of lonely and i wan nobody to experience it. I wanted to leave eveything behind after i graduate. Im sure it will become a nice memory but not a happy one to remember. I love One piece so much bcoz i c true frendship in it. nakama. reali envy those with true friends.... haha~ its true u know. feeling fades with time. sometime, its reali my fault, i know.

2010-01-01T10:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010!!! yesterday night some guys outside my flat were damn high. haha i oso heard alot of fireworks and taiwan's 跨年singing nt bad. too bad my mum wan go to bed early. so i cnt do the countdown. that was so nt fun = = i hope i cn go all crazy about it. aw when can i really release myself to the max??!! anyway skol opening in 3 days. and i still gt tones of hw havent finish. furthermore, my new tutor sux -.- and nxt yr's timetable is crazy! like onli mon n firday cn go off early. and im nt counting the remedial and cca. well, i should have expected all these since im sec4 nxt yr. aaaaa O lvl. screw ur brain.

2009-12-18T14:31:00.002+08:00

"HEY! Where are you looking at?!"

aa. sunday bookfair ends? omg. i realli wanna go! o yea. today granny flew back to china. feels suddenly weird without her around. shes coming back to sg in jan tho. so now i should enjoy my freedom to the max! Recently watched Fairy tail and detective conan. fairy tail is from the same artist as rave master so much so expected, nice plot and art work. detective conan shock mi tho. i heard it was very popular but i never thought that it had 500+ episodes and is still going on. omg. watch until crazy.

2009-12-12T16:04:00.002+08:00

WOW. Today i just found out that my laptop can go msn n audi. what a surprise. hehe yay now i cn go audi agn. hehehehe. time passes so fast and about 2 more weeks skol gonna start. oh my... the worst thing about school is not homework or long hours of study of bullies or teachers. For me, the worst thing is waking up at 6am daily for the whole year. Sometimes when im studying, i was thinking [ Oh how i wish im in bed now. Or mayb if i can juz sleep for another min i will be so grateful. Im realli gonna sleep for 3 whole days without waking up in holidays!] but of coz it cnt happen. == Pandaaa eyes.... grr

2009-12-07T17:51:00.003+08:00

错误的爱情

从何时开始，你已在我身边徘徊

命运安排我，站在路的另一端

渐渐走进那错误的爱情

心的自己，说明了游戏的危险性

不服输的个性，自负的内心

转过头时，序幕拉开

游戏开始进行

我知道，这是错误的爱情

却又不忍心对你坦白

当心被后悔上了数遍

才发现野心越来越野

游戏继续进行

错误蔓延，我先行离开，游戏暂停

转身回来，却找不到你温柔身影

你说，要结束这场游戏

哭泣，却抓不住你

暂停，却无力继续

哀求，你不要结束这错误的爱情

但你已经想放弃

对不起，遇见你

却无悔，爱上你

快乐，依在

感谢这场错误的爱情

让我回忆中有你

Written by HY. For Pearl.

AAA recently watched eyeshield 21. hoho super nice. recommended!

2009-12-02T16:38:00.007+08:00

天是灰白色的

花要是粉红的

你不该忘记了

我从没受伤过

却被你伤害了

你给我承诺何时要兑现呢

候在原地寻找当初你离开的身影

哭着呐喊那已回不来的爱情

Chorus:

I smile I cry It hurts me just to see you （离开）

I'm loved I'm lost Where do I feel you （不再）

I dream A dream Makeups and bottles （掩盖）

I Heard A sound But it was not your heartbeat

Not Anymore （Wor Oh Oh Oh）

Not Anymore Ho Oh Oh Oh

Not Anymore （Ha Oh Oh Oh）

我把难过当借口

你是我最耀眼的伤口

送入风中

This song is written by Ah Hong. She came out with it when she saw a phrase like this: She hates him for letting go of her hand. She regrets for not holding him tied. She thanked him for starting their love. She blamed her for ending it. :]

2009-11-30T17:49:00.002+08:00

hulalala~ so tired ~.~ juz now went out with chicken sooup to vivo first den we walk around and almost finish visiting the whole place @.@ after that she suggested we go PS and walk from bottom to the top and bought lovely stuff and went back to the bottom ==!! den she said she wanted to buy a bag. ho my dear heaven angel~ she said PS not alot of bags so we went to great world. there, we met see teng but she didnt c us while we r juz rite in front of her! we escaped ^^ and in the end, the bag soo wanted ended up to be a... wallet! [fainted] today SUPER tired!

2009-11-28T18:08:00.003+08:00

我爱我爱的，我做我想的

Love Love Love
恋爱的taste, 早已忘记
羞涩，心跳，想念，微笑
嫉妒，悲伤，绝望，哭泣
平淡，回忆，锁起，遗忘

2009-11-24T18:09:00.002+08:00

Tadaa! Finished version of cow using Blu-tack!

Tadaaa! Unfinished version of cow using blu-tack!

Hoho. Holidays are great! Everyday i can sleep until 12+ xD i love holidays. The pictures above are bday present for my tuition teacher. Nice ehh?! Its my first time rolling coloured Blu-tack into white one. Took me 2 hrs to finish the whole cow.

Grr. After I fixed my com, my audi have problems going in. zzz. i hope i can play again before cookie comes back. Recently i started looking into new games like ragnarok and tristeronline. Both of them looks very nice to play. i strongly recommend them to cookie. I oso like to dress stardoll online but lack of starbucks =.= ... ... ... ... COFFEE!! okok. i know is damn cold -.-

2009-11-17T15:27:00.002+08:00

Today went to skol to buy sec 4 books. Brought along a "trolley" coz i tot will be alot of book and very heavy. Even got laughed by other pupils -.- mayb coz very auntie? well i dun care. im juz helping my auntie coz i tot she will be very tired taking it. im so kind rite? wtf s wrong with those people?! and in the end onli gt a few books o-o chey. anyway, juz now asked ppl to help fix my com. in case u dunno, my com gt problem agn -.- plus the msn one still havent fix. zzz. now sec 4 books came. gonna work extra hard? OR-not. so anyway, these days i couldnt sleep at night. Haha i think i wake up too late thats why. So i spent my bed time thinking of my story instead. its been a yr and im still too lazy to continue it. at least last night i tot of how to continue it. haha. but mayb too lazy to type it into computer -.- at any rate, my typing is damn slow. gt watch the L 3rd movie? see how he type into the computer? well thats how i type. finger by finger. not so high of coz. ==

2009-11-10T17:37:00.002+08:00

YEA! finally skol over. still nid go for cca damn it =.= today skoling is so funny. i went skol at 7.30 and reach thr onli 1 gal .. den receive the news of chem teacher not comin. FALL. den i forgot the history teacher went overseas. I GO SKOL FOR NOTHING. roar. went back home agn. haix. nvm early exercise ^^

2009-11-07T15:32:00.002+08:00

I was thinkin of ah Jing when i drew this but it turn out wrong -.-

Hoho just got the news that this yr's 金曲新人奖得主 is 梁文音._. awwww why my idols both nvr get?? zzz and ms Xu even get the I weekly prize. All i can say is, prize doesnt mean ur popularity hehe. even if they dun get it but im sure they will be getting better n better and have lots of fans! woots.

Nida buy pens and other stuff for next yr~ $.$

Badminton rox but i find that my arm is really weak ._. too long nvr play. haix.

2009-10-31T09:45:00.002+08:00

Friday just got back my end of yr sec 3 results! im quite satisfied with my position but my L1R4 sux. I think getting into poly juz became a problem. My a maths even lose to my english =.= but at least i passed everything :] i juz knew that nxt yr our form teacher will be ms pearly ang. gosh. why is she teaching us agn ._. i juz had her in sec 2! well, anyway our co-form teacher will be ms ng agn? Then its not too bad. haix. i wonder if nxt yr i can change seat FAR FAR away from those boys. i wanna sit with a gal!! ms ang sure put mi at the back agn -.- and WOOTS HALLOWEEN coming!! xDDD Trick or Treat?

2009-10-26T22:00:00.002+08:00

Tmr sec 3s all going camping!! woots. im sure they will be having lots of fun! xD but i m not going hehe. sayonara mosquitoes +.+ u guys cnt kiss mi hohoho. so today SHOULD be the last day of skol for mi. friday getting back report book ._. .... and scary... and ms ng didnt tell us when gt extra lessons =.= or least i dunno. LOL. but for now, this week is free! sian. lately ive been wanting to learn singing alot. i wanna noe how good or how bad i sing =.= i juz hope a singing expert suddenly pop out of no whr and teach mi singing. LALALA.

2009-10-24T21:31:00.002+08:00

Singapore 金曲奖 is coming! In the 最佳新人奖 catalog have 2 of my favourites! T.T i wish both of them can get it. zzz. 芸京's boylish look and powerful voice gained her lots of fans and furthermore, her album is widely sold. I dunno how mani copies but her got top the sales before. I really like her alot haha so hope she can get it xD ... BUT!!!! 靖伦's 天然呆and nice voice also gained him lots of fans ( including me! ) furthermore, he is now acting in the drama 桃花小妹. Its really nice and funny. I think he is the only one that made me laugh in that show xD hohoho. Gosh. Both of them are great! i juz hope that theres 2 新人奖this time =.= .... impossible rite? haix. so complex now x.x who should i support??

2009-10-23T18:44:00.004+08:00

HOHO today my birthday!!! xDD no present. :P but im happy anyway tnx to mei hui n chen yan help mi spread it =.= today went com lab and jillene somehow found my blog ._. heres the evidence of spaming it (tag box) today damn unlucky. fell into the drain and chen yan at least laughed for 5 mins sitting on the grass!!! =.= grr. we took a taxi home and somehow theres some miscommunications with the taxi driver and wasted me 80cents. zzz

2009-10-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

HOHO going holiday~!! anyway, had a really bad day in skol coz of some STUPID boys who anyhow took my things and hide somewhere D< feel so pissed that i didn't talk to them at all today. i will continue to ignore them!! roarrr hope i can change to a girl's place nxt year. nxt yr.... nxt yr....O LVL ._. gosh. ok so today audi patch agn n alot new stuff. the mission thing was quite fun. and MUM's having exam in 2 weeks time?! xDDDD hehehehe o anyway, i heard that i won a prize for reading the most book in my lvl?! ( again?!!!) i dun really wanted anything. == well it was juz out of pure greed :P i tot library books should be free and i should read as mani as i can. wahahahaha and HOW THE HELL I KNOW I WON AGAIN?! =.= but still, im continuing this greediness HOHOHOHOHO xD FREE BOOKS ROX!! ( I M NOT NERDY OK?!!)

2009-10-12T21:37:00.002+08:00

Exam finished!! woots. holiday mood ^^ well, today got back alot of results x.x didnt score well but managed to pass most of it. SS alot ppl failed :P i oso hahas. didnt dream that my a maths can pass. so damn happy x.x" audi broke up T.T so sad. no mood to cpl anyone else. mayb i should juz be back to the flirt flirt self but i cnt do it. i oso didnt noe which fam i should join. haix. mayb i should start a new life on Yulgang? lol. but i still lik the shuai shuai self in audi. even without cpl i should juz enjoy the preasure of playing it. i've gt good skills, so why not put it to use? ha! after exam suddenly all the stress gone and i m more relax. however, i still gt so much games to chiong n other stuff to do like packing my house =.= (it became terrible once exam starts) and last of all, i feel like shouting out loud: SEC 3 IS OVER!!! END OF YR EXAM IS FINISHED!!!! TIME TO ENJOY HOLIDAYS!!! YEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! XDDDD

2009-10-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

WOOTS. after a whole week of end of year exam, im finally taking a break. :D TODAY juz felt in love with 張芸京 from super idol in taiwan. she simply rox!! omg. when m i gonna take away this habit? x.x" but at least im all over her for now or, at least abit longer. :D

2009-09-25T15:36:00.003+08:00

Yosh, today i marks the starting day of FINAL YEAR EXAM! I just took my english paper and i thought it was not really good. However, I dont feel so bad about it. (perhaps 我是不见棺材不掉泪）English Paper 1 was so-so. I did okay for the letter writing but i wrote too detailed, i short of time for my compo. so i just briefly describe it. To make matter worse, I wrote too short. 2 pages that leave blanks. Im dead. I didnt even have time to count the number of words. =...= Wadeva, wads done is done. cannot be undone. So, anyway, starting from next tuesday gonna have exam all the way ~ gonna study... haix. sob. Good Luck HY. Jia You HY.

2009-09-19T17:54:00.001+08:00

hmm alright. back from dentist and added a retainer. its damn hard to tok == and feels reali weird. i think i prefer braces? haha but this metal retainer cn be taken out :] so ma fan ~ but its ok from the LOOK of it hehe. woots. forgotten to study x.x

2009-09-18T17:41:00.006+08:00

Term4 start alr =.= aww. all the stress is making me crazy! Screwed up my English oral. BADLY. today chinese oral still okay :] dunno why i alwaes get nervous b4 test n screw up. again n again. even i did revise, i still failed -.- i should practice on that.
Anyway, watching Fated to love you :] its okok. And, woots today K.O3 epi 30 is comin out! cant wait for it hehe so funny today desmond get to be the cookie boy haha since term 4 started, i dun feel lik playin audi anymore.. thats a good thing ~ tomorrow putting retainer -.- i can alr foresee my look in it =''= aaaa nid bear for half a year~ and im juz startin to get use to my teeth!!! aww i gonna miss u, my dear teeth :] went jillene's house today. hamster so cute:] i type until so random -.- well, its juz wad comes to my mind ;] cant blame mi for tat. hehe

2009-09-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

Woots. still holidaying.....^^

well, almost

except for the stress n upcoming exam

lols jyjy ba.

hehe today finally took out braces.

next week putting retainer :]

for half a yr den take out!! lols. im not used without my braces x.x

it feels really weird

and taking out braces is painful x.x more painful den putting on LOL

nw i going to hav a reali ugly retainer? a metal one.

hmm. jyjy for my end of year exam ba :D

2009-08-31T22:26:00.004+08:00

YOOO. Aces day today and we had our aces day dance :D yay 3B got 2nd place! hahas actually i didnt even think we could get 3rd place bcoz we reali rushed thro all this and the attendance is alwaes not full. except for the skol ones. and when we were on stage, i reali DUN DUN DUN have space. lydia keep squeezing mi and i could onli stand there. shes not surpose to stand infront of mi but she juz anyhow stand thr. mak mi totally no space. worse all, theres a BIG bug thr. i was afraid of stepping on it =.= lawls. but i lik the shirt. its nice :D hehehehehehe. woots tmr teacher's day and... SCHOOL HOLIDAY!

fkfkfkfk th audition stalker.

2009-08-28T19:05:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO! wed went CHIJ primary to perform for them x3 wahahaha they r super cute!! so cute!! hahas. they r gal skol so i nvr c little cute cute boys. but its ok. gals r cuter rite!!? alright so after that when we got back skol i went for my aces day dance. ="= nxt mon perform leh! woots den half day skol den tuesday is teachers day! how cool is that! no skol! den study 3 days and next next week is term 3 holiday! WOOTAAA! And today i juz knew that for CA2, i got 10th in my class! hahas but it doesnt mean anything coz its juz a small portion. Final year exam is near! eek. freak out.

haix. super freaky bad mode. All of them treat mi lik blur queen, baichi or something. They tot im a quiet-boring gal. But im juz tired.Im juz not the type to wake up 6am everyday and find that i have school that day ._. so i dun like to chat much or jump here jump there. But i DO have temper okay? i juz dun wanna throw it at them. i feel that humans are all the same. why cnt we live with each other happily? treasure the moments we had bcoz everyone s gonna die one day. i wanna smile to everyone. I m alwaes sad to hear that whoever hate whoever or dislike her or shes ugly or fat or wad. Just wad is SO good about them that they have the rights to say others?! Ok maybe i do hate a few people. But they r just too bitchy. Im abit matured, i know. Mayb thats because im from china and im older and i dun hav a father. But i m childish inside. Just that it doesnt fit my image. Thus, the other me is well hidden, reveiled unexpectedly and gets a sacarstic comment, hurt, hids deeper, and love the moments im alone n with my mum :)

2009-08-20T21:31:00.004+08:00

keekee.

this week everyday got test ==

wednesday go out with soo. haha forgive her agn ><

plus got aces day dance and chinese dance @.@

and i got no time to tag hearts in audi zzz

just fell in love with K.O 3an guo 终极三国 lately. 修~

dance conflict is getting worse. guess its bcoz jia lin is the vice chair now. :X

dun understand them. why cnt they juz live happily ever after?

dun think its childish because human lost to virtual world.

hmm.. i want holidays ~.~

2009-08-13T20:27:00.003+08:00

stupid soo. ps mi on wednesday. this is alr the fifth time!!! alwaes choose liting instead. even tho she didnt say but i know jolly well that she cn change her mind even when shes agreed to go out with mi bcoz of her anytime,anywhere! wad kind of friendship is this? wad kind of friend is this? im juz lik her tool, onli comes to me when shes bored. enuff of all these alr! i also gt friends okay? but at least im not so flicker minded and i wont ps ppl juz like that! i m very pissed. lies, excuses.. shes juz not in the same world as me. why would i even bother? i dun wanna go out with her anymore. zzz damn. screwed my emaths test. damn all the dancings. damn my green pen.

2009-08-08T23:19:00.001+08:00

:D cnt believe i gt choosen for colour academic award! woots hehe tho im having bronze but im still happy abt it. its such a surprise for mi hehe. TODAY LOVE PARTY in audi!!! woot 3rd ring upgrade le hehe now saffron. damn nice. i love it :X and yay! my eng onli fail by half a mark! hohoho HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE xD (holiday~~~)

2009-07-31T19:33:00.003+08:00

Omg. ive been dead for so long! how long has it been? forgot. psps nvr post. alright these few days all test test test so bored :( test wad u say? dun tell u. SO BORING. aww then today damn pissed. the desmond go DESTORY my dear-sweet-cute-daring red pen!!! WTH. zzz so mad den come back AUDI chiong hearts! hoho haix. audi these days are juz boring. tag hearts tag hearts. aaaaa i wan flirt more :( hehe. so bad rite? blehh. soo jin wed came my house. we had lots of fun. she sux. say i careless with 'something' damn it. the UNTOLD was oso very fun. damn dumb. haha

2009-06-24T12:35:00.002+08:00

All in BeiJing.

woots holidays about to be over and im learning to draw manga on my own. ;] but my phone hav onli 2.0MP which means the quality is not that good. so i cnt reali take a great photo and post here. anyway, i broke off in audition =X it cost mi a lot of dens. and i juz watched BGT 2008. the winner George Sampson was a great dancer. awsome.

2009-06-13T20:21:00.003+08:00

My own room in HZ ^^

heyyyyyy dear diary im back from china!! woots love mi lots. kay, alot things happened in china and i am, seriously, VERY HAPPY TO BE BACK HOME!! and i do not wish to come back! roarrrr i toook lots of pretty photos and ate loads of delici- food! i think i add 2-3kg of weight!! == i oso went to beijing. but still, i had a very bad impression there. firstly, the taxi service rate is 0!! 2nd, the wind is so strong that i cnt even open my eyes every time i walk on street! 3rd, the eng books there damn ex. lik 2 or 3 times sg price!!! roarr and at night, my mouth became so dry. brrrrr and worst of all, i cnt use computer!!! T.T alright, enuff groaning. i will upload some photos when im free. my house in hangzhou looks lovely. i decided to stick my walls with my idols posters and decorate it with pink! hoho. o ya im quite sick in china... i alwaes go toilet... (mayb i reali eat too much -.-) a~~ cnt wait for nxt yr to go home agn~!!! PS: bought my first One Piece comic!! aaaaa LOVE LUFFY!!!!

2009-05-23T21:08:00.003+08:00

China aho!! Right guys. im going back china tomorrow! around noon ^^ hoho but im very busy now. i've got luggage to pack and passport and all that. alright this time go china WITHOUT my stupid cousin xD and the main priority is --> SHOPPING!!! of coz still gt others la. zz and so mani ppl ask mi bring gifts for them =.= wth.. think i so wealth is it? anyway, go china mayb can online. not sure. see first. so, i will take alot photos! i will post them once im back! =D PS: results sux! amaths sux =.=

2009-05-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

Mid-year Exam Ended! Hoho yea ok EXAM ENDED!~!!!! woots i can finally play com agn! BUT. zzz screwed up my exams. T.T haix but anyway, since its over, lets talk about something else. next week, im going china! so before that, i gotta play hard and shop hard. i wanted to watch NM2 with someone. Hmm so sad no movie parner ;( ha anyway recently i watch a show call 小娘惹. its damn nice. i think the only nice singapore drama. haha.

2009-05-02T20:35:00.004+08:00

HA! its mi agn! long time no post ^^ but exam is not over of coz. onli finished my eng compo. i feel sux. ._." oh anyway, juz read a book call The Boy Called 'It'. its damn nice!! hoho but super sad T.T i feel lik crying after reading the book. sob. it made mi think of my past. not as sorrowful, but i somehow knew how he felt. Lonely, sad, hate everything, bullying and no friends... exactly the same... i almost feel like writing a bio-g of myself. =.= yea i've oso gt a sad sad past. but its so mani yrs ago. 10 or 11 yrs ago. cnt rmb. it happened when i was in the childcare.. ha! that time i tot it's gonna be forever. a loner. but i cnt believe i survived through loneliness. now, i've gt frenz, n i treasure them. its hard for mi to dig up my painful memories. because not once, but thousands of time i think of suicide. i survived. =] that shows that im a coward! haha!! hmm actually, the most unbearable yr for mi was in pri 5. mayb i gonna write sth of wad happened in my past. but now, exam comes first!!! woo and monday taking my SYF silver trophy! xD

2009-04-22T17:18:00.002+08:00

CHINESE DANCE SYF is finally Over! Yesterday we finished class early and went to change costumes and make up. the hair is acceptable and i find it very neat. BUT. the MAKE UP!!! ._. ... too...horrible to... describe. Yep after we changed and all that, we went up the bus and TOWARDS NUS university for the very important event thats going to take place in 2-3 hrs time(Alot students looked at us on our way to the bus). When we arrived there, we saw a lot school's costumes. xD so many nicer than ours. zzz. Too bad i havent got a phone. =( Anyway, after months of hard work, its finally the day to perform. 台上一分钟，台下十年功。But for us is 台上五分钟，台下几个月功。 Oh ya we also see the actor from mediacorp Li Guo Huang. He looks the same... no comments. Not really interested in him and he appeared to be filming there. So when its finally our turn to perform, I was very nervous but i did my best. I have no regrets and I think I smiled the biggest compared to our previous practises. Although I saw somebody moved too slowly but overall was okay. We watched 4 more schools perform and only like the last one. Haha oh ya I also saw the dance teacher who took us 2 years earlier taking another school xD because of her, we got a bronze! Grr. Oh ya tell you guys the main point. WE GOT A SILVER!!!!!!!! GOT THAT?! A SILVER! WOOTS! Haha I just got the results just now when crossing the road with ChenYan and we shout so loud! xDDD Though its not a gold but I feel very proud of us. We did it. All our efforts paid off. I really think the male teacher helped us alot. Even though ChenYan AND Gladys they all dun like him, but I still think that he really made some moves nicer. Gladys still say we will get a bronze. SEE?! WE GT A SILVER!!! HA-HA! All those people who looked down on us please open ur eyes bigger!! A SILVER!! If you got a problem with that please come look for me cause I will punch you up. Anyway, I can graduate with no regrets. Even though I cannot experience and act out what a GOLD feels like but I can say that I am very sastisfied. Okay now Mid year exam soon... Gotta work hard~!

2009-04-19T15:00:00.002+08:00

ok this sat went to watch 17 again with CHICKEN SOOup. i lik it very much coz. ZAC IS HOT!!!! gosh. ._." so hot. zzz den went to shop with her. bought a lot of things. xD weeeeeee love shopping!! weeee nxt tuesday SYF!! scary!!! o ya. KIM BUM is HOT too!!! xD

2009-04-13T20:14:00.003+08:00

AAA ok! this week's dance practice is driving mi crazy because next tuesday we gt SYF !! jyjy man~!! chiong gold!! or at least silver!!!! yay! lol. and exam is near!! aaa ok im goin to post VERY VERY less now. =( coz im TOO busy!!! kk cya~! x3!! PS: woots goin back china after exam! so im not goin for camp! xD

New Blog skin +.+

2009-04-09T19:02:00.002+08:00

Yay!!! finally change my blogskin x3!!!!! rofl. why this blogskin look abit emo.. =_-? aik but i love emo blogskin. wkwkw. weird. -_=" aik change blog skin so 麻烦~! havent link others yet. zzz and i finally learn how to put pic in that box << -.- [im so smart! yea i rox!] ok so actually this meant to be my very personal blog. but i wont mind if other people read it. just that i dun care about other people's point of view coz this is my blog x3!!! i ♥ u blog!! muack~! okok back to the topic. anyway, coz i will alwaes type wad i feel so im not ready to put a cbox yet. [ incase someppl not happy go spam mi or scold mi there HAHA! (eek? m i that bad????)] but i will put one soon so dun worry about linking mi x3! keekee. o ya today CROSS COUNTRY! woots walk alllll the way! the sun very hot tho] and that soo jin pisses mi off again coz she ps mi for the dunno how mani time -.-. but i manage to calm down abit. and the movie resume! wkwkwk.

Pass 2.4km? What a miracle! Omg! dancing infront the upper sec?!

2009-04-07T17:15:00.002+08:00

-.- YAY I PASS MY 2.4KM AND MY 5 STATIONS!!!! - dots -Cant believe i passed. hoho. miracle i love u. lalala. SEE?! miracles DO HAPPEN!!!! omg la no nid worry for my NAPFA test anymore!!! woots yahhoooooooooo. hehe. ok. den monday afternoon i missed alot lessons coz i nid dance at assembly ._. after morning happy happy den afternoon scary scary. i left class early to change n put mak up. gross. den charmaine the ex chair nvr tie my hair properly! all fell out during the dance. ROAR KILL U CHAR!!! [hehe] den, the make up so - damn- gosh! my eyes hurt alot. during the dance, all the students c us lik weirdos, exotic animals, hmm.. CHICKENS! damn. and i saw my teacher lookin at mi with a smiley face. WTHeck?! PS!!!! rofl. den when the dance ended successfully, we ran outside and our skolshoes were all wet!!! RAIN!! RAIN!! comeagain!!! zzz alot ppl laugh at us T_T but worries mi most is wad we will get during SYF. a bronze? a silver? a GOLD?!! dots. mayb silver. hmmm recently heard BAND gt a bronze! woots. im scared. ._. and my legs ache. den Thursday going cross country!!! and friday holiday!!! ._. at least i got to rest.... hehe... and going to watch movies with SOO! WOO love her $.$

2009-04-02T19:31:00.003+08:00

Damn girl, im givin her another chance. shes a bitch yea. but no use getting angry. i rather be happy den think abt her. let mi try to endure for 1 n a half yr more. den its over. and i will NEVER contact her. ha-ha. shes pretty n friendly? KMA girl. and seriously. this blog skin needs a makeover. =.= im getting tired of this.

Meet the parents session!

2009-03-27T22:13:00.003+08:00

Today im sick. went for meet the parents session juz now n it ended early. good for mi . den, sry for not postin my audi wedding pic. ya i married alr n took lots of it. she juz might c it. you'll never know. den, POKEMON PLATINUM DS is OUT!!! yay this sunday going to buy it. darn tim nvr tell mi. den, yay going back china before sec 3 camp this year. haha lucky for mi.

Day camp day 2

2009-03-18T12:01:00.004+08:00

lawls. first, the camp sux. every event was messed up. all charmaine they all's fault. still give them chocolate. i think they may as well dun come back. they are alr the ex-chairladies and yet they think they r still in charge?! lina oso. the ex ex chair alr. =.= the food they order for us sux. the games they planned for us sux. like the egg one. HELLO?! which egg throw from 2nd floor wont break with juz a few straws n newspaper n a plastic bag n 4 cups?! and i didnt even tok abt the aiming!! so in the end, 8 eggs wasted. this is so not fun. then tok abt the treasure hunt. wth? we searched HIGH n LOW for the clues and we cant find ANYTHING!!!! then they juz ask us to go back and the activity ended without telling us WHERES THE PAPER!!!! den, water activity. ITS NOT EVEN WATER! we finished every preparation alr den they told us not enuff time and the activity is cancelled!!!! den the last pre item. all the 4 groups were lik planned everything and yet we r the onli group performing full bcoz there wasnt enuff time!!!! wth? and at the end, we gt last with a big bad of goodies. OHMAN~! i wasnt looking for all these! nxt year's camp mayb i gonna be sick or the ex-chair better dun come back . WHOS WITH MI?!

Term 1 Holiday! Heaven or Nightmare?

2009-03-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

woots. PSPS SO LONG NVR POST!!! lol... as usual, i m SUCH a BUSY lady that i got no time for blog -.-" but its been soooo long so i juz decided to come post abit of this and that. Finally!! term 1 holiday is here! but its not like holiday at all! we gt SO much homework, SO much dance and all that. juz today n tomorrow n thursday we gotta go for camp n practise. den tuition, and work agn! T.T" we are poor things... sob den! to make matter worse, we gt back our PPR and SYF is near!! i failed my eng.. level average oso fail -.-" muahaha. today de camp is damn boring. bored bored bored. serious. but better not say too much or else later teacher come check our blog... SERIOUS! rofl. btw, I m having wedding in audition soon. its this friday!! horray~ -.- yay i gonna post pic!! den~OMG #@@#@#&* i seriously love ONE PIECE!!! its fucking good and i LOVE luffy the captain!! hes fucking cool. actually i lik alot but luffy s my favourite. not gonna say anymore coz its SUPER LATE!! i ll juz end here. tomorrow if free den continue. if not...... HEHE. wait a LOOOONG TIME den!! x3

2009-02-27T20:56:00.001+08:00

WTF?!! juz now i type very long but my connection gt some problems and all my hard works are gone!! so im juz gonna cut it short now coz i m tired of typing. i wanna go play now haha. k finally its weekend now and i can rest abit? not. gonna study for my upcomin tests. the pass weeks i was having test, test, more test! roar. that juz sux. den relationship problems in skol have been going wild. lik i don lik this who who who or whowhowho is a bitch. WTH? if u dun lik someone, juz dun tok to them! it takes so much effort juz to hate. and i gt tired out easily juz for hating someone. yea and chinese dance tranining have becoming worse. coz SYF is near and - our dance still sux. oh man when can i rest abit?! perhaps i nida 1 week!! ( NOT. still gt camp, silly girl. )

2009-02-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

omg psps i m so busy i dun even bother to come post something. well lifes ok but definitely busier den sec 2. SYF is oso near. we onli gt 2 more months to practice. Last week i had my first meeting with my tuition teacher. it sux. i juz cant bring myself to love tuition. ahaha... den all the anime are driving me crazy. no time no time. o and i finally got out of LOONIES and joined stalkers. i feel relieved. nxt week gonna be a busy week agn coz gt test test test!! LOLX

2009-02-06T17:59:00.001+08:00

Went out with soojin today to go buy valentine day presents. i wasnt feeling well in school whole day. after i got home, i measure my temperature and i gt sick. a fever. well i feel very very very bad now. i cant stop taking tissues. T.T went dentist. on the way my foot gt stuck in mud and it was raining. so my whole feet was like.. gosh nvm. changed to pink. eiipppy. came home. still sick. sore throat. fever.

Geo field trip

2009-02-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

Erm... snake house? LOL

LOOK! the meandering! Deposition n erosion!

Tributaries that joins the main river

I love this pic. So irony :3

Last friday our class went on a pure geo trip to dunno wadeva place. keekee. we did alot of things with the river. i even step into the MUDDY river. lol. the forest oso has lots of animals. like mouse-deer, monkey, snake, fish, all kinds of insects. i even took a pic of the monkeys but i forgot to upload to computer. after our trip, we took a group foto. its fun :D i like it alot. Yesterday i was lock in school for 15 mins. lol after my CCA, i was lik SOOO guai i didnt change in the staff toilet. i went upstairs to change. when chaingin, i heard loud metallic sounds. after i went out, i saw all the stairs to the first floor was lock, even the lift. lol luckily another guy was locked together with mi HAHA so he helped mi call for help. Today! haix did badly for my maths test but i manage to pass. hmm gotta study harder nxt time. phy test was ok. i reali love phy haha. (if dun hav all the sin thing)

Jing 1st autography session in singapore

2009-02-02T17:43:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the fans who went. i didnt T.T but anyway, it was a huge success :D keekee... looking forward to his concert ._.

2009-01-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

juz gonna post a little bit of this and that which happened these few days. in the morning, i went out and forgot about my ezlink card. zz so i took a taxi to school. ex!!! den i went home on my feet. 40 mins lol. so much diff eh? taxi zomg to skol n turtling home ahaha. ytd late for skol. gt a paper zzz. ytd oso alot teachers nvr come. miss 5 periods ahaha. lolx. and today flunk my maths test. i was so shock. im quite ok with indices. -.- something muz hav gone wrong. and chinese test oso lost 9 marks. zzz! today soo nvr go tiong with mi but i will definitely mak her buy JL's CD!! muahaha....went with chenyan to ikea. loove the ice cream :D n we destroy some of the funitures. muahaha nxt wk n the nxt nxt wk gt alot test sian... JP oso nvr come skol today sicko. loveeeee my hongbao money~ tomorrow going geography field trip. yay. hehe . lovvvvvvve one piece. watch until 100+ epi now. still gt alooooooot more zzz. yea. jia you.

Happy 牛 Year!!!

2009-01-24T18:17:00.000+08:00

Woots Happy chinese new year! :D a new year, a new start! hehe :D school busy as usual... man! really don have time to blog! Hehe CNY very happy coz gt red pactket! holidaes and computer! *love love* x3 and....why are there so mani homework!!! stupid teachers T.T o well anyway JL is coming back singapore and he gt 2 autograph sessions. BUT!!! i cant go!! zomg. coz its toooooo far from my home T.T waaa damn sad. haix........... i know i will regret this for my life but still, i cant go. Damn. JL!! you better have more autograph sessions in sg and a concert for goodness sake!!!

2009-01-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

Long time nvr post so come post again. Busy with school work =.= soooo busy! i gt onli 2 hr for computer a day if no CCA lol =.= so sad sob. 3B ok la. not as bad as i tot haha and i sitting with a boy now. was it daryl? <--- dunno his name haha x3 ok chenyan very loud sia. almost make the whole world know my name -.- aaa its onli start of skol n i gt problem with A maths and physic n mayb pure geo alr!!! eek. and the chinese dance siao alr. b4 SYF nid go 27 times!!!! almost 1 month lol... if this time gt bronze agn den i reali gonna stop going lol zzz . ytd O lvl results come out. haix so tired. study n study .. make mi think of P6.. wad a horrible yr!! ok for anime i watching one piece now. its quite nice. wouldnt make mi stop watching. luffy is so damn ass-kicking! woohoo~ i like zoro too xD lastly, JL has become hotter! ZOMG x33

Piang Its first day of school

2009-01-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

ok first day of school and i alr cant wake up =.= when i was on my way to school i saw alot short pepo :D probably sec 1s haha den reached class and don dare to go in coz no pepo i know! ZOMG. finally saw huifang n befrended a new girl. roar our form teacher is miss Ng and she hate ppl call her mdm ng =.=!! lol dun lik my chinese teacherzzz and shyt! i lost my chinese WS =.= saw alot old frenz and evon too. but she still looks retarded. ( and i cant believe she say lelouch is hers LOL :p his mine! ) den recess time is so late. i reali wan to go toilet man =.= the food sux so i decided not to cooperate with the system. I M OUT. first day reali slacky but i scare of monday =.= TORTURE yr start! hohoho... i oso scare PE... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... T.T

HAPPY 2009!!!!!!

2008-12-31T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2009 :] A new year, a new start. Hope i will stay happy everyday and get better and better day after day. Hope JL gets more and more famous and able to get 新人獎 in the year 2009. Hope my family and I stay healthy everyday and hope we can get richer :D Hope i will be able to make a lot of new friends and get good grades. Hope I can get smarter and kick out my tuition teacher. Lastly, HOPE ALL MY HOPES WILL COME TRUE AND HOPE OUR FUTURE WILL BE BETTER AND BETTER. 祝大家萬事如意，新年要到咯！！！ ( And school reopen this friday! argh ==" )

Merry Xmas!

2008-12-25T10:01:00.000+08:00

Nothing to say~ Just Merry Christmas People! :D

2008-12-23T17:12:00.000+08:00

its been a LOONG time since i post so i guess i will come post agn. ytd went chinese dance n today went skol collect books. whoa books very thick n ex. i saw habibah. hehe skol going to start soon!! and granny coming to sg too. nxt yr will be another busy yr. maple xmas exchanging 2k snow for a snow chair so i m hunting lik mad now. currently gotten 1.4k ^^ audi oso doing story lik mad but today main. aaa BUBP cannot drain liao sob.

黄靖伦改版签唱会

2008-12-15T10:41:00.000+08:00

JL sold more than 3million albums!

JL and the female dancer for the song 明天再说

Alot of pepo rite? haha
He sang 5 songs + a dance hehe... jia you !! ^^v come back to sg soon!!

2008-12-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

1 wk ago, mi n mama went bugis there shop. we went to Lasalle [<-- or wadeva the name] school. the buildings reali weird!! i took some photos but no time to upload here. den in animecrazy.net i found rave master!! woots i alwaes had trouble with megavideo... luckily animecrazy one is jap and eng sub .. hyper!! yea and juz now soo jin PROMISED mi that if JL come sg for 签唱会, she will company mi go! horray! btw muz remind her to buy his CD nia.. :P ~~i m reali evil!~~ lol and juz nw sze man say she wanna c8 FAM in audi!! horraY! >< i can be jr! hehe.... o ya granny comin sg soon .......-.-